I've torn my crotch!

When people say that I am gaining weight, it is a compliment. I have been an ectomorph all my life. Pigging out was not an issue because no matter what I eat, I did not gain weight. People say that I would look better if I had a few pounds more. Who cares about looking better!!!???? WTF!!!! I just love to eat. For the past couple of months, since people started noticing my growing love-handle I watched my weight - just for kicks. It did not hurt me see that I gained total of 25 pounds in two months time. What hurt me was the tightening trousers, difficulty moving around and the ever growing belly. Until when can I see my putotoy?
Scientifically speaking, metabolism should start slowing down at 30. BUT I JUST TURNED 21 AND WHY IS THIS HAPPENING? The worry is not about looking fat or big or ill proportioned. The concern is I have to get new clothes for I will not fit in the clothes I have not. More problems: I don't have enough money to spend for them, I don't want to let go of my three year old trousers (which I've just torn today) and I am too lazy to even shop (as if I have the money).

Anyway, my one year gym enrollment is expiring August 2005. SO WHAT'S THE RUSH??!!